Wednesday, June 20, 2007

another 1 down... left 1 more to go...

was totally freaking out the night before brain paper... died doing the paper... and came out super fatigued. maybe cos i din realli study that well... just praying i at least pass everything.

reading the chapter on sleep made me realise i realli am missing out on alot of sleep. very not good for my body. hahas. it was interesting. =p

tata.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:42 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006

i cant see my own posts anymore. arghs. irritating. izit like telling me its time to change blogskin or wad? had to delete some posts tinking there was an entry limit u noe. arghs. hmmz. anw.. courtesy of the time i had in the office todae.. i have moved on!! i am now at www.raindr0pskeepfalling.blogspot.com


its still a work in progress.. so be patient. and this time i opted for the minimalistic simplicity. no music. no animations. no wadsoever. hahas. tts my decision for now. it might change. when im in the mood. and i might just start adding all the junk in again. ahhas. we shall see.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @5:35 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

hmm... todae my boss was saeing oh it was time to extend my contract... hahas... do u tink the pay can be higher? hees. my wishful tinking huh... =p i guess i like my job to a certain extent. its not exactly those super stressful n mind-boggling kinda job... just those simple tasks a personal assistant does... juz that im classified as admin here... but i haf juz realised i am missing am impt thing dear to me... laughter... yes... i realised it has been quite sometime since i had a hearty laugh abt anything. maybe its cos im the only staff other than my boss? so yeahs... conversations arent that many... and as i was telling serena... although yes my office is veri nice.. its that kind of cold cold place... where everyone is stuck in their own small office suites and onli come out once in a while to get drinks or go to the bathroom... tts all... ok... at least the receps r frenly.. and i will greet the cleaning aunty.. tts abt it.. ok and maybe smile at the pple from other offices along the corridor... yups... i feel im a different person from when i was in jc... im less hesitant abt certain things? and maybe more hard-hearted now... more critical.. no longer stuck in my own bubble where i tink the world is perfect and that everyone is just who they are.. no hidden motives wadsoever. hmmz. i guess that bubble has burst. its like the holes in the ozone layer. pollutants r seeping in from outside... wellz. tts just me. in a way... i haf withdrawn further. oh wellz. and i realised old habits die hard. todae while walking home after work... i cant help looking... and feeling that tug at the heartstrings. tt sinking feeling. that tinge of sour-ness. realli dun like it. things r like that when u r too used to something. hmmz. aaaaaaniwaes. wad am i saeing. hmmz. yups. so im continuing my work at cso. hees. might as well. and since i told my boss le. yups. shall stay till the commencement of the june event. =) ttfn...

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:47 PM

hmmz... went to watch ice age 2 wif serena after work todae... was running abt in the office before meeting serena cos i was late le. quite farnie actually. tink my boss heard me slamming files down n hurriedly filing the papers. cos she asked me if i was in a rush. oopz. hahas. anw... ice age was ok... although this one was pretty farnie at parts... esp tt whole mini sloths worshipping sid thing. super farnie. and the young ellie and the baby vulture was cute. hees. but tink i prefer the first one.. but i love their fur no matter what. its so real and looks so.... smooth n nice to touch. so.... real. hahahs. so nice =) saw michelle chong too.. she is so thin. gdness. and dinner was so full. bloated. blaaahs.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @12:18 AM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

:: your heart will lead you home - the tigger movie ::



Sunny days and starry nights

And lazy afternoons

You're countin' castles in the clouds

And hummin' little tunes

But somehow, right before your eyes

The summer fades away

Everything is different

And everything has changed

If you feel lost and on your own

And far from home

You're never alone, you know

Just think of your friends

The ones who care

They all will be waiting there

With love to share

And your heart will lead you home

Funny how a photograph

Can take you back in time

To places and embraces

That you thought you'd left behind

They're trying to remind you

That you're not the only one

No one is an island

When all is said and done

If you feel lost and on your own

And far from home

You're never alone, you know

Just think of your friends

The ones who care

They all will be waiting there with love to share

And your heart will lead you home

There'll come a day

When you're losing you way

And you won't know where you belong

They say that "Home is where the heart is"

So follow your heart

And you know that you can't go wrong

If you feel lost and on your own

And far from home

You're never alone, you know

Just think of your friends

The ones who care

They all will be waiting there

With love to share

And your heart will lead you

Where you belong

I know your heart will lead you home.



as in the words of tigger... TTFN!! - tata for now! =)

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @10:11 PM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

fridae dinner.. oh my gdness. so full. still cant believe where they stuff all that food to. hahas. amazing. i see the food already wanna puke le. hahas. much less eat more. =p nevertheless i enjoyed the company though. hahas.. a good wae to unwind after a week of work. =)


hmmz... first driving lessons. being in the drivers seat was fun while it lasted.. ahhas.. it is scary noeing u r in control of the car. clutch and gears. so ma fun. hahas. i dunno if i prefer braking or stepping on the gas pedal. hahas. gas pedal: lightly.. wah.. jiao suan. brake: be gentle. hees.


wanted to watch ice age 2.. but apparently left onli the first row.. so din watch in the end... sad.. i like that kungfu scrat.. he is so cute. hahas. so... ice age 2 anyone? -smilez- =)


went shoe shopping. but sadly.. cant find any nice shoes. oh wellz. shall slowly look. currently im dreading waking up early tmr to go to work. hehs.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:14 PM

Friday, March 31, 2006

haha.. blogging in the office now.. cos im once again all alone... actually i still haf things to finish de.. but nvm.. i shall blog here first.. since i dun usually go online when i go home after work anymore... hees... anw.. todaes friday... meaning another week has passed... kinda excited abt tmr yet also a little apprehensive.. cos its my FIRST practical driving lesson!! hahahas.. hope things go smoothly yeahs? -grinz-


anw... tink i can start a foodlog for this week.. hahaahs...


mondae... wad did i eat? cant rmr actually... who did i lunch wif? was it serena or ruina? oh no. i realli dun recall a thing abt mondae. oh... wait wait. the office had a seminar.. oh yeah!! bk-ed wif serena!! hahas.. cos i had the vouchers! hees...


tuesday... xia mian-ed wif ruina! i tink so. yeah yeah correct. walked ard to explore somemore too. hahas...


wednesday... bk-ed wif ruina n angel... cos i still haf leftover vouchers.. now i still haf alot actually.. ahahahs... walked ard in change alley... shall go down there one dae to shop ard properly.. hahas.. many many small stalls.. tink i will prefer the pushcarts area... just not attracted by the stuffs upstairs.. hahas..


thursday... went to the big big hans wif ruina.. hahas.. i like their fries and watermelon.. hees.. but the main dish.. the chicken.. wasnt realli that nice... and at least the big big hans still got seats.. and dun chop tables using ur tissue packs.. no matter wad kind also got no power one.. u noe why? cos the cleaner there clears the tissue!!! ruina n i lost our tissues... hmmz.


friday... thats todae!! ahahha my most amazing and happiest discovery yet. anw serena felt like splurging... so we ate at coffeclub.. nice place to sit n watch time go by actually.. hees.. had spanish seafood spilaf... not bad.. but the serving was veri little onli... hahas... shud haf gone to vilage... totally forgot abt it until we were halfwae thru the meal. arghs. wasted. nvm.. next week!! hehes.. If we feel like splurging again tt is. hees. and if we can lunch for longer than one hour. then we felt like eating dessert.. so went to caltex house basement. woohooz!! guess wad i saw? my yami yoghurt!! hahaha been wondering for daes where it was.. cos i keep seeing pple eating it. YAYS!! and theres that new zealand ice cream too! hahahaah... tink im gg mad. u can ask ruina. i was so high toking abt it on msn when i got back. ahahahas.. im crazy. crazy crazy. anw.. yeahs.. nice nice food. there. shall try rocky master one of these daes. hees. but the downside is that there are not many seats down there.. cos all the food shops r rather small.. but nvm. hahas. can eat can le. hees. shall go back there to explore another dae. yes. i realli shud go walk ard the entire place to see wad foods there are. yups. im excited. hahas. somehow.. working here.. any kind of nice food.. is like an amazing discovery and a luxury. im sure there are many others that remain to be found. walk ard walk ard then. hahas.


ok lar.. shall go back to my printing n filing and wawdever else there is. the office is absolutely freezing. cos the sky is dark. and its gonna rain. again. haiz. tataz! -waves-

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @3:29 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

hmmz... had the office to myself on thurs n fri... hahas.. ruina came over to haf lunch wif me.. hehes.. then fridae serena came to visit after work.. and i hate urgent faxing.. its stressful. and it was onli when i went home then my dad told me i cud fo multiple faxing. diaoz. -_-" haiz. oh wellz. anw treated the pig to his bdae meal.. dunno y i cudnt eat at all. so super bloated. oh wellz. and i still dun understand y they gave us that table so near the toilet all the wae at the back. blaahhhhs. anw... sat went to hand in application for sim.. and now that all applications r done all i hafta do is wait. although there is one dilemma i hafta ponder abt. haiz. anw.. basic japs ending... probly gonna continue the intermediate class at the next round of enrolment. hees. and todae... met jas n sista for lunch... so long din see jas le! she has realli changed a lot. sista n i were like super shocked. cudnt realli recognise her from the back.. hmm but i guess her job has realli helped her alot in opening up and being more outspoken.. which is good for her actually.. =) lunched at australian outback.. the popcorn shrimp rice was nice.. and once again.. the service staff was ignoring us.. oh wellz.. oh but we had a wonderful time reminiscing abt the sec sch n 1st 3 mths daes and as usual gossiping abt pple n stuffs... hahas.. then went choco shopping at candy empire.. hehes.. we were kinda reliving our childhood memories at the candy section.. cos got all the lollipops we used to eat when we were young.. rmr the ring lollipop? and those push in push out kind? hahas.. yeah they were all there... so interesting.. was realli tempted to buy one ring lollipop.. hees.. =p after that went shopping.. saw quite a few nice tops.. but hmmz din feel like trying them on.. finally bought a black polo though... hehs.. but it was just fun walking ard and looking at stuff.. we shall try out of the pan one day.. hahas.. and im still looking for that book i saw in a mag sometime back.. tuesdaes child or which ever daes child the title was... hahas.. and im still looking for a ice pair of flats.. the slipper kind.. lalalas.. maybe more shopping? hahas.. anyone? hahahaas.. kkaes... nitez... -waves-

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @9:21 PM