Sunday, March 27, 2005

hehs.. went cheshire todae again... wonderful dae. din realli do much todae... spent an hour plus in the volunteers room chatting.. exchanged some ghost stories.. a little freaked. ok.. maybe a little more than little. oh wells. wad can i sae. im easily freaked. so dun come watch horror movie wif me unless u wanna be clawed to death. hahas.. anwiaes.. we also spent most of the time buying stuff for them at ntuc.. shun bian had lunch too... hahas.. had the prata n rojak again... and i finally found the thing wif the egg in it!! hehes... =) aniwaes.. yar.. it rained heavily juz as we were gonna go ntuc buy the stuffs... and we din bring umbrella... cos the office wasnt open todae... so we cudnt get the golf umbrella also.. so we ran thru the rain all the wae to the nutc.. and later we walked all the wae back to the home in the rain. wonderful. we were singing tong hua and they kept splashing water on me. i was realli like a luo tang ji already. so wonderful. hahas. i cud actually squeeze out water from my hair.. i was literally dripping. =p
then after that.. went home. the bath was so shuang... and i was at least dry again. ahhas. then went for the easter vigil mass at 7.30... wow. when we reached church at 7 it was already packed. and we had to stand. and i still thot we were damn kiasu and too early! wows. my dad was like.. the other pple camp in the church izit? hahas.. oh aniwaes.. i love easter mass. esp the beginning.. cos its where the whole church is in darkness and everyone lights up candles.. the whole environment is juz so nice.. the candlelights n everything... though it was a wee bit smoky.. but nvm.. it was nice! but.. i wasnt banking on the 87 baptism elects. WOW. 87?! SO MANY!! the baptism process was SO LONG!! though the priests were damn cute. esp father stephen yim. he was the funniest. they 3 all had different styles of baptising pple.. hahas... the parishioners were all luffing n clapping. hahas. the whole mass took three n a half hours! it ended close to 11. WOW again. this is like the longest mass ive ever been to. my leg muscles ache. and my ankle pain is back. and my back hurts. standing for 3 and a half hours is definitely no joke. gdness. its madness. my whole family was like.. rushing to the car after the mass. we were all eager to SIT DOWN. hahas.. our sighs of relief were unanimous. hahahas.. =p hmm then went looking for dinner. nv ate dinner so late b4... yups... and now im back... hahas... nice dae.. minus my right now aching ankles.... =S

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @12:32 AM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

*THE DESIDERATA - by Max Ehlrmann (1948 and 1967)*

Go placidly among the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself.

Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings.

Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the Universe; no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labours and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham and drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.



~nice poem.. yes.. BE HAPPY.. thats the best thing.. happiness conquers all?~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @12:53 AM

heys all... im back! hmm this has been a realli short week for me.. hahas.. lets see... mondae n tues i was sick.. so din go sch.. spent my those two daes slping for the whole dae... i was juz watch tv sleep watch tv sleep... hahas.. it was nice. but cudnt eat much. no appetite. =p so... wednesdae was like my official first dae of sch after the march hols... hahas.. wheee~ =) hmm... so i onli had 2 daes of sch this week... nth much these two daes too... so it wasnt so bad.. and i din miss much during my absent two daes too.... yups....
hmm todae was good fridae... holidae! =) long wkend too.. hmm.. so my dad suggested watching movie... and we were deciding between the eye 10 and boogeyman.. in the end decided on the evening showing for boogeyman... went marina to watch that.. freaky show. i had to keep closing my eyes. and my mum kept teasing me after that when we left the theater. and SHE was the one hu kept grabbing my arm during all the scary parts. hmpf. *raises eyebrow* hahas.. yes but anw.. boogeyman is those shows where things keep jumping out and wif all those sudden loud sound effects.. so those hu have heart problem pls dun go watch. yup.
after that had a walk ard marina square. whoa giant is gonna open there. i realised nowadaes shopping malls all haf a youth zone thingy. well the rest of marina square was closed for renovation.. will onli reopen after 10 months. wonderful. but guess marina square will be a more happening place after that... yays~ =)
hmm then before we left there was this woman singing in one of the lounges of the cafes there.. oh and btw.. the 'centre stage' area there so nice.. the restaurants n cafes there... nice ambience.. super high-class... wow... how nice to eat n relax there wif someone close to u... cna juz sit there n tok thru the nite... *sighs* oh aniwaes... the woman was singing this song... it sounds nice.. but i cant recall the title.. ".... wad will u get when u fall in love..." and i tink it ends wif "...im nv gonna fall in love again..." heh.. izit the same song?? hahas... shud be... cos i din stay for the whole song... but yar.. nice melody... anione noes this song?? pls tell me... :)

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @12:23 AM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

haiz.. sick now.. got a realli bad sore throat and im veri miserable now.. my whole throat feels like its swollen... so horrible.. and i cant swallow.. *sobz* and i tink im hafing a fever now... =( was juz sitting there on the sofa hugging my garfield watching tv.. cant talk..haiz... and im aching. sure sign thats fever. oh wells. shall go slp it off... hopefully.. nites.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @9:41 PM

mmm mum bought green tea n red bean cake from bread talk... veri nice! yummy! i juz love green tea! hahas.. piggy me again. wadever. =p oh speaking of green tea.. that reminds me of the green tea sweet that i still cannot find. its a chewy candy covered wif green tea powder.. super nice! but i still cant find it... oh wells.. hafta go to other cold storages to hunt for them le... wish me luck~ ehs.. i seem to be blogging abt food all the time? gdness. big fatty ass me. hahas.



~happy happy happy. u r no longer clouding my thots. goodbye.~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @12:31 AM

Friday, March 18, 2005

hmm.. had sl yesterdae... went all the wae to science centre.. hahas.. those kids.. this time was worse.. cos they had more space to run ard in... we juz had to chase them all over the place.. monkae n victor n me were going mad. we had to keep yelling!! it was total madness i tell u. hahas. and there was this super drama guy... he was like... "wo yao shui!! wo yao si le!!" and he juz collapsed onto the floor there n then. wah he rocks man. hahas. then later when i got him to stand up he stood there wif an anguished look on his face.. saeing his ankle pain. waaahhh... he is so full of drama n action huh. =p oh and i finally saw my robotics journal again after a few years! but i dun understand y there is an ij bear attached to my journal. cant they see its from different schools?! did they gif the wrong prize back then? hmmmz. abit late now also. nvm. hahas. anw... though it was torturing trying to control those kids... it was still a bundle of fun...:) but i was still totally drained once again. and as a result.. i overslept this morning.. so i din go for guitar pract.. oopz.



~ok wo xiang tong le... its all behind me now. yays.~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @1:10 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

oh no. suddenly i dun feel so ok. am i back to square one again? die la. mixed emotions now. haiz. its been so long. cant believe myself. get urself together girl!! otherwise im gonna start hating u! me hating myself! wonderful. i noe pple will sae juz find someone to tok to n cry it all out. however much i tink i want to. i cant. i dun haf that habit. arghs. help.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @12:29 AM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

hmm trying to work thru the hmwk pile that we haf... still left quite alot to complete i shud sae.. and tmr got sl... going to science centre! more running ard to do again.. hahas... one whole dae gone... hahas.. but nvm... jia you n good luck to me! yeahs! hmms... this one week hols is like quite short.. on mondae wei ting n i were like... haiz.. the hols seem to haf juz started.. yet its ending.. hahas.. the irony. =p had guitar pract on mondae..el vito is a fast song.. and i keep getting the buzz sounds. not good. i can onli get the notes nice n clear if i play them s l o w l y.... hahas. but then according to mr alex.. it will be like a spanish grandmother dancing instead.. farnie lehs... =p hmm and i realised amk has roti-boy too! now then i noe.. and i din see the shop mind u. i SMELT it. hahas.
went choir concert yesterdae... not bad lar.. the guest choirs were quite entertaining.. and the second half was cuter. more interesting. i like that circle of life! hahas.. damn cute! and the lollipop song!! =) saw hweemin there too!
after that.. on the wae to the mrt... we discovered a new part of raffles link? hahas... and we had to walk so far juz to get to the toilet. eee we din go my fullerton toilet. still rmr amy they all took pics in there last time? hahas... but the toilet there realli damn nice leh. yups! =p
hmm then todae went lib to do some work wif shiyin. finished some stuffs at least. oh and i SAW the roti-boy shop todae! hahas. and that silly shiyin. made us pack up juz to chase that ice cream man. cos we thot he was leaving. he was adjusting the umbrella and everything.. even wiping the metal counter top... he realli looked like he was leaving! hahas. and we were preparing to chase him! hahas.... the lengths we will go to juz to get ice cream. and the choc one was nice! it was the nice nice choc kind.. not the fake kind. oh wad am i toking? hahas.. sorrie. =p hehs. then went j8 walk walk. saw janice there! hees heys couz! tc yar!! *hugz*



~ can i juz stop tinking abt things? stupid girl. quit it. its not doing u any good. ur wasting ur energy.~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:50 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

wow... i was a real couch potato todae.. spent my dae watching tv from like 11 to 5.... wahahas... wonderful... was watching scv the whole dae.. then was also watching the vcd shiyin lent me.. how to lose a guy in 10 daes.. pretty farnie i shud sae... kate hudson is pretty! =) hahas.. quite a heart-warming romatic comedy i shud sae.. yups..=) oh yeah... happened to catch a walk to remember on hbo later on too.. shane west is so shuai! hehes.. *grinz* i cud haf finished watching the whole thing... if onli my mum din complain the tv was getting too hot.. oh wells.. and the movie was nearly ending too! arghs. oh but nvm. i rmr watching it at serenas hse... and we all were eating kfc for lunch. serena said it was dman touching and that we will cry de.. but in the end we were all too engrossed in eating the kfc and din realli get in the mood of the movie.. onli she sat at the sofa watching it whole-heartedly... hahas.... miss those happie times we had.... miss ya guys... *hugz*
hmm then dinner was a funny affair... we took such a long time deciding what to eat.. and where to eat.... mum wanted to go chomp chomp... dad wasnt realli that enthu abt that idea... i was like.. aiya anithing lar... my bro was juz in his room dunno doing what. and we were like... r we gonna walk to chomp chomp? cos i dun tink at this time on sundae evening u can get a parking space there. i was like.... huh?! walk there arh.. u sure? veri long one leh... hahas... ok i shall not continue. im juz gonna confuse u guys onli.. so in the end.. after abt 45 mins of discussion.... we decided on.... kfc delivery. wonderful. hahahs.. stuffed my face again. yays. and their new apple n raisin pie is yummy. =)

woohoos! finally got my archives up! yays!

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @10:59 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

heyees... hmm.. quite ok dae todae.. went cip wif shiyin again... brought zainal out... had wonderful prata near chomp chomp there.. or is that place part of chomp chomp? hahas i haf no idea.. but aniwaes.. it was delicious! and the indian rojak! =) hahas... food makes me happie.. other than ice cream and chocs.. hmm oh wait. those are considered food too..... =P
wah but todae was a damn hot dae... was sweating like mad.. and was damn sticky... yucks. hmm.. oh but i bought a giant slurpee along the wae home... it helped to cool me down.... but juz abit. hahas. aniwaes... after cip din haf time to change.. so went straight to church in my hot and sticky self... cudnt stand it.... was fanning myself during the first half of mass... so hot! even though the church was air conditioned! yes. fine. i sweat easily. bleahs. overactive sweat glands... yeah.... =p
went village for dinner. had my fave crepe wif mango and ice cream again! i chose hazelnut ice cream this time.. and it was damn nice.. esp when it mixed wif the choc sauce... tasted exactly like hazelnut choc!! wheee~ yummy!! stole a piece of my brother's pizza and half the toppings on his last slice.. wahahhahs.... =p im not evil or wad ok. he said he cudnt finish. i was juz helping. despite the fact that i was bloated already. yeah. hehes. bleahs. =p
oh yes... maybe watching movie tmr! yays! i veri long nv watch movie le... got quite a few i wanna watch now.... howls moving castle.. hide n seek... hitch... lemony snickets series of unfortunate events... and the list grows......... =))

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:41 PM

Friday, March 11, 2005

hmm... lets see... todae was the last dae of term 1... didnt realli feel anithing.. dun realli feel like the hols... hahas... guess cos its partly cos of the hol hmwk that juz piled up. so wonderful. haiz. the next one week will also pass super fast i guess.... yups... sianz... oh wells... i so haf nth to sae... i seem to be going ard wif a heavy heart nowadaes.... why? i wud like to noe that too... sometimes wish i can juz disappear........

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:07 PM

yeah... yet again... i feel like retreating back into my shell. i can go thru one whole dae wifout speaking. yes. and i feel highly inclined to do that. so if i look pissed or wadever. im not. i juz dun feel like toking at all.



~nostalgia~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @12:04 AM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

YAY!! im back!! wahahhas... hafen been able to go online ever since my com crashed on sat... so sad u noe... eileen and my com all crashed together.. oh and maybe ruinas one.. hahas... eileen had her classic "BOM" incident.. wahahas.. =p and anws.. as from the words of eileen... we r finally online after painful years of isolation!! wahahahs... im so happy.. im sure u can tell.... *wide grinz* my com is saved!!! wheeeeee~ *floats off into the sky*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @10:18 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005

heyees~ wow this week passed real fast i must sae... realli realli fast.. its as if yesterdae was juz mondae and i was still tinking wad a long week it will be.... and now its suddenly fridae! yays.. weekends r here again... and another week till the march hols! haha.. hopefully got time to go out walk walk during the hols... feel like shopping ard again... hehes.. =)
hmm.. maybe i can find time during the hols to go to the beach finally! to do my much awaited screaming. hehs. yes. =)
and i haf decided. yeah life sucks n everything. but i shall not bother animore... i shall throw away the mixed feelings i haf inside me... anger.. sadness... wadever. a good life? hmm. it is gonna be what i wanna give myself. determined only by me. not any other people... just... moi. yups. *grinz*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @10:28 PM