Monday, April 10, 2006

i cant see my own posts anymore. arghs. irritating. izit like telling me its time to change blogskin or wad? had to delete some posts tinking there was an entry limit u noe. arghs. hmmz. anw.. courtesy of the time i had in the office todae.. i have moved on!! i am now at www.raindr0pskeepfalling.blogspot.com


its still a work in progress.. so be patient. and this time i opted for the minimalistic simplicity. no music. no animations. no wadsoever. hahas. tts my decision for now. it might change. when im in the mood. and i might just start adding all the junk in again. ahhas. we shall see.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @5:35 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

hmm... todae my boss was saeing oh it was time to extend my contract... hahas... do u tink the pay can be higher? hees. my wishful tinking huh... =p i guess i like my job to a certain extent. its not exactly those super stressful n mind-boggling kinda job... just those simple tasks a personal assistant does... juz that im classified as admin here... but i haf juz realised i am missing am impt thing dear to me... laughter... yes... i realised it has been quite sometime since i had a hearty laugh abt anything. maybe its cos im the only staff other than my boss? so yeahs... conversations arent that many... and as i was telling serena... although yes my office is veri nice.. its that kind of cold cold place... where everyone is stuck in their own small office suites and onli come out once in a while to get drinks or go to the bathroom... tts all... ok... at least the receps r frenly.. and i will greet the cleaning aunty.. tts abt it.. ok and maybe smile at the pple from other offices along the corridor... yups... i feel im a different person from when i was in jc... im less hesitant abt certain things? and maybe more hard-hearted now... more critical.. no longer stuck in my own bubble where i tink the world is perfect and that everyone is just who they are.. no hidden motives wadsoever. hmmz. i guess that bubble has burst. its like the holes in the ozone layer. pollutants r seeping in from outside... wellz. tts just me. in a way... i haf withdrawn further. oh wellz. and i realised old habits die hard. todae while walking home after work... i cant help looking... and feeling that tug at the heartstrings. tt sinking feeling. that tinge of sour-ness. realli dun like it. things r like that when u r too used to something. hmmz. aaaaaaniwaes. wad am i saeing. hmmz. yups. so im continuing my work at cso. hees. might as well. and since i told my boss le. yups. shall stay till the commencement of the june event. =) ttfn...

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:47 PM

hmmz... went to watch ice age 2 wif serena after work todae... was running abt in the office before meeting serena cos i was late le. quite farnie actually. tink my boss heard me slamming files down n hurriedly filing the papers. cos she asked me if i was in a rush. oopz. hahas. anw... ice age was ok... although this one was pretty farnie at parts... esp tt whole mini sloths worshipping sid thing. super farnie. and the young ellie and the baby vulture was cute. hees. but tink i prefer the first one.. but i love their fur no matter what. its so real and looks so.... smooth n nice to touch. so.... real. hahahs. so nice =) saw michelle chong too.. she is so thin. gdness. and dinner was so full. bloated. blaaahs.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @12:18 AM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

:: your heart will lead you home - the tigger movie ::



Sunny days and starry nights

And lazy afternoons

You're countin' castles in the clouds

And hummin' little tunes

But somehow, right before your eyes

The summer fades away

Everything is different

And everything has changed

If you feel lost and on your own

And far from home

You're never alone, you know

Just think of your friends

The ones who care

They all will be waiting there

With love to share

And your heart will lead you home

Funny how a photograph

Can take you back in time

To places and embraces

That you thought you'd left behind

They're trying to remind you

That you're not the only one

No one is an island

When all is said and done

If you feel lost and on your own

And far from home

You're never alone, you know

Just think of your friends

The ones who care

They all will be waiting there with love to share

And your heart will lead you home

There'll come a day

When you're losing you way

And you won't know where you belong

They say that "Home is where the heart is"

So follow your heart

And you know that you can't go wrong

If you feel lost and on your own

And far from home

You're never alone, you know

Just think of your friends

The ones who care

They all will be waiting there

With love to share

And your heart will lead you

Where you belong

I know your heart will lead you home.



as in the words of tigger... TTFN!! - tata for now! =)

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @10:11 PM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

fridae dinner.. oh my gdness. so full. still cant believe where they stuff all that food to. hahas. amazing. i see the food already wanna puke le. hahas. much less eat more. =p nevertheless i enjoyed the company though. hahas.. a good wae to unwind after a week of work. =)


hmmz... first driving lessons. being in the drivers seat was fun while it lasted.. ahhas.. it is scary noeing u r in control of the car. clutch and gears. so ma fun. hahas. i dunno if i prefer braking or stepping on the gas pedal. hahas. gas pedal: lightly.. wah.. jiao suan. brake: be gentle. hees.


wanted to watch ice age 2.. but apparently left onli the first row.. so din watch in the end... sad.. i like that kungfu scrat.. he is so cute. hahas. so... ice age 2 anyone? -smilez- =)


went shoe shopping. but sadly.. cant find any nice shoes. oh wellz. shall slowly look. currently im dreading waking up early tmr to go to work. hehs.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:14 PM