Tuesday, May 31, 2005

~27 may, friday~
aj had be-yourself-day... byd for short.. super boring lar.. so sian.. dunno go to sch for wad also.. haiz.. there were movie screenings, disco, kbox, busking and games all ard.. but yeah... reallli nth much.. class theme was slumber party.. so we all brought pyjamas to change into.. other pple looked so normal.. hahas.. so we changed into pyjamas n quickly plonked ourselves into an LT to watch movie.. confessions of a teengae drama queen.. almost fell aslp in there.. cos i haf the vcd and i've watched it quite a few times le.. hahas.. and there was this girl hu actually wanted ti take a picture of us in our pyjamas in the LT after the movie ended.. gdness.. r pyjamas realli that exciting? hmm ok.. maybe it was quite a novelty.. cos we were the onli ones in pyjamas at that point in time.. even though there were like 4 other classes wif the same theme.. hahas... =p after the movie we stayed ard awhile taking fotos and all.. then i cudnt stand it animore.. changed back into normal clothes. hahas.. wanted to leave right there and then.. but we decided to wait until it was time for the pageant thing in the hall... then we walked ard trying to devise a wae to escape the sch wifout anyone seeing us esp the whistle-blowing OM.. hahas... and guess wad.. we took one big round out and yes! we escaped without a hitch!! hahas... and when we were outside we saw another class infront of us.. dots. i guess security wasnt that tight that dae huh. hahas. yup. we left wif angel. sze mun went wif us to eat the mango dessert thingy in town.. damn nice!! I LOVE MANGO!! *melts* hahas.. =) then walked ard abit and saw the madagascar fair in taka!! so cute! i like the lion n the penguins.. made sze mun take fotos of them.. hahas.. =p
then it was time for me to go back to sch for our final concert rehearsal.. concert was tonite!! and after that.. everything for guitar will haf come to an end! gdness. its so fast.. yups... and so we pract-ed.. didnt realli feel anithing.. dinner was nice.. esp the pineapple rice n chilli or sambal fish.. yummz... oh and i love the grass jelly dessert! i hafen eaten grass jelly in a long time! din rmr it tasted so good.. hahas. =p then it was makeup time n all. learnt abit from of makeup skills from the gals. and mascara realli does make ur eyes bigger. and also... make up does fade after some time.. hahas.. =p oh no.. then it was concert time! i was feeling fine until gary came n started telling everyone to relax and dun be nervous. gdness. that started my nerves. my hands started shaking n my heart started pounding. went onto stage trembling.. =p the lights on stage were so damn bright. almost blinded! was so nervous i played wrong notes.. plucked the wrong string n all... and i got even more nervous.. arghs. stage fright. hahas... well at least the audience was dark.. so cudnt see them.. it wasnt so scary.. hahas..=p yups... so played all the songs n it was.. the end. finito. everythings over. weeks of hard work over in juz a mere few minutes. wellz. bernice was telling us we played well when we reappeared in the audi to watch the rest of the concert.. she seemed realli happie.. =) then we all shouted n cheered for the rest of the performers.. hahas.. yao kun is vei cute. gdness. at the end.. got pple shout encore.. and dunno when he suddenly appeared behind us at the steps there n screamed "ENCORE!!!!" so loudly!!! then he immediately crouched down behind the low wall and covered his head. wahahhas.. we were all shocked n luffed at him.. he did it again and hid again... haha.. so cute lar he.. nv seen him so enthu b4... hahahaz... =p
then after concert.. saw ruina, eileen, shiyin, edmund and jeremy... chatted awhile and ruina was telling me she cudnt see me at all...except when the conductor bent down.. she cud onli see my legs.. hahas.. oh wells.. =p and thank you for ur flowers!! love ya guys!! *hugz* =)
then i went for supper wif the guitar peeps.. had fun taking more fotos n juz chatting.. it was realli nice noeing u guys and hope we can still keep in contact yeah? hope things dun end here... =) oh yes... realised gary is so cute when it comes to taking pics.. he realli loves to pose!! wahahas... =p
and so.. its the end of everything for guitar.. once again thank you veri much to the class for coming to the concert.. hope u all enjoyed it! and thank you veri much for the cheering and flowers!! *grinz* thnx to my parents n brother for coming as well.. and of cos... edmund and jeremy.. hu also came and thnx for screaming my name. edmund.. ur voice is so unique. of cos i knew it was u. hahas.. thnx pple! lurve ya all!! *muakz* =) oh and ruina! hope u haf fun in china!! *hugz*
-fantasia fantastico 2005-



~29 may, sunday~
hmm had sizzlers for lunch todae at suntec.. nice! saw one of the waitresses.. she looked like my senior from cedar bball.. yeah tink its her.. madeline or something like that... yeah.. i tink she recognised me too... then walked ard abit at the book fair... saw shan shan! hahas.. i seem to see her everywhere... =p hmm the book fair was so boring.. so many chinese stuff! the english section was so small.. nothing much de.. gdness. wanted to buy jimmy liaos book.. but cud onli see one.. turn left turn right.. oh wells... shall hafta keep looking... = yay.. then we went bowling!!! so fun!! my highest was 130!! not bad.. and then my fingers started hurting.. I LOVE BOWLING!! anyone wanna go?? *big grinz* =D



~30 may, monday~
had 4 hour math lecture todae... so sian.. haiz... *snores*



~31 may, tuesday~
had math lecture again... but it wasnt so bad.. started late n ended early.. wahahah... so asked sze mun to watch madagascar wif me!! yays! went com lab to check movie timings then off we went! had to rush to cine to catch the 11.55 showing. hahas.. thought we cud make it in time cos we thot there wud be commercials.. but no.. when we were abt 10 or 15 minutes late.. and the movie already started showing!! so we missed quite a bit in the beginning.. oh wells.. nvm.. madagascar rox!! i love alex the lion! i juz love his funky hair!! =) i love the penguins! their waddle is so darn cute!! i love gloria and every animal in the movie!! i juz adore the small little thing wif the huge eyes n bushy tail!!! whahahahs.... *grinz* "he likes to MOVE IT MOVE IT. she likes to MOVE IT MOVE IT. you like to.... MOVE IT!!!" wahhahahs.. that part is so damn cute!! its a movie worth watching!!! not onli for the cuteness for also for the element of frenship n love in the storyline. yeah!!! i love this movie to bits!! =)
then went to meet up wif eileen n shiyin for lunch at marche. sze mun went home after the movie.. had my ham n cheese crepe n brownie! wheee~ contented! =) walked ard shopping later on.. mainly spent our time in departmental stores... and the fitting rooms... hahas.. =p saw familiar pple too... janice's cousins... miss tengara... and jiemei.. oh my gdness.. im shocked at her hairstyle..but it was nice seeing her again.. even though we were onli waving at each other.. hahas.. =p haiz. not that happie todae.. din buy anithing from my shopping trip.. haiz... cudnt find anithing nice.. and we concluded that this years GSS isnt that nice after all.. not that much sales n not much nice clothes.. ok.. maybe there arent any nice clothes for me.. eileen bought quite alot though.. haiz.. and i still had many things on my shopping list!! gotta go hunt them down another dae... anybody noe of nice places wif cheap stuffs? hahas.. anyone else wanna join in the shopping hunt?? =p oh wellz... the onli thing i bought home todae was... crystal jade bread. well no new clothes and stuff. but at least i will haf a nice breakfast tmr... tts my consolation. hahas. =)
wow cant believe i typed so much. *tired* nitez.. tata~ *waves*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @8:30 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

yesterdae was aj band n co concert at esplanade.. met up wif angel n sze mun at ps first.. then went to find the guys.. decided to play pool.. paradiz centre there... haha pool is quite fun.. got some pointers from yan han n jason.. so cud actually shoot some balls in... yays! hahas... hmm.. maybe can find pple to go pooling next time.. =) my new interest! hahahas... =p
hmm then met up wif the rest of the gals and went for dinner... saw so many aj pple along the wae.. this alwaes happens whenever there is an aj concert.. and i realised one thing. i will alwaes see eileens twin bag in town on the dae of a concert.. gdness. hahas. after dinner went to many shops looking for things to buy for the co n band pple in our class. wanted inflatable balloons but cudnt find any suitable ones.. i felt bad.. din buy fresh flowers or food cos they said cannot bring in.. then i dunno if it was safe to juz leave the flowers out there.. yup.. so sorrie guys.. will get u something... =)
went to the esplanade. not bad.. our seats quite close to the stage.. cud see the pple on stage... but had to keep leaving out towards the railings throughout the performance... tiring.... =p band came out first.. we all waved so many times to shiyin.. but she juz smiled. hahas.. found out later its cos they r not allowed to wave. hahas.. their songs were nice... hidamari was so nice!! and i like the phantom of the opera songs!! music of the nite!!! ahhh! *melts* hahas.. =p oh.. saw their charismatic conductor.. ok lar.. not bad.. yes shiyin! he realli looks like teddy bear.. hahas... =p hmm then it was co... i tink i like their second song.. the veri lively one.. hahas.. and i like long de chuan ren also... =) *smilez* we thot got encore song.. in the end dun haf... even though got pple shouting.. hahas.. then the class stood there n waved to our classmates on stage.. oh yes which reminds me.. eileen!! y izit that i alwaes cant see u?!?! haiyo. alwaes one leh.. so sad.... =p
then after the concert.. saw pongpongz downstairs.. near the entrance.. *waves* hahas.. =) then tried to find that loading n unloading bay to find eileen n ruina... we were talking thru the fone.. cos the security guard din let eileen out.. din see ruina... eileen was jumping up n down.. so spastic lor girl!! hahas.. okok.. but AT LEAST I CUD SEE U!!! at last!! hahas... =)
after that then we left... waited for caishan to catch up then went to starbucks for a drink.. and chatted for a while... =) reached home juz after midnite... had a nice time... =) *smilez*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @1:34 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

...laughing till u cry...
...laughing till u go out of breath...
...laughing till ur stomach hurts...
....haha it all helps....
......ALOT......
~yays~
*green apple mambo!!*
wahahhas..... =p

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @9:22 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005

...flop...
yays. so wonderful. i dunno wads wrong wif me. im juz letting everything slide this term. stop it girl. stop it. its not doing u any good. wake up!!! = okok i will try. TRY. yes. hols r coming.. shall try out my new regime. and i had better stick to it this time. i haf gone thru many years of not being able to stick with my plans and i haf suffered the consequences.
STICK TO WHAT U WANNA DO. =)
guitar concert is coming.. pple r complaining abt the costume.. not that im in love wif it or anithing.. but juz as a neutral party here... some pple juz dun haf any form of consideration for others. tts all i haf to sae. and thats all i wanna sae. full stop. frens of mine will noe wad im toking abt. i guess they haf heard me complaining abt it too much aniwaes.
oh and yes. once again i feel as if i haf sunk into the abysmal pits of life. im down down down down.. all the wae down there in a deep deep deep hole............... wif all the rats n wadever there is..... eewww.....................




~where are you?? right. i forgot. i let u go already.~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:47 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

another quite slack dae... wasnt too bad... this week is turning out pretty fine.. although i went thru the dae wif super aching arms.. haiz. cant stretch them properly.. =
anw.. juz came home from guitar pract.. and wad can i sae.. i almost alwaes manage to make a fool out of myself.. hahas... im sure everyone will refer to me as the idiot hu cant stop luffing all the time.. gdness. i also dunno y i luff easily at things.. and its deep laughter.. hmm maybe its my wae of relieving stress.. hahas... LAUGH!!! WAHAHAHAHHAZ... yay and i feel less stressed? MAYBE. hahas. =p oh yuying was juz telling me abt some story she did for lit... she said there was this character called louisa inside.. and she became a retard after she jumped n fell n hit her head. yuying said she kept imagining me doing it. hahas. gdness. i shud stop luffing so much. i look like such an idiot. i tink im too lame. dunno y also. hahas. my actions n facial expressions. bleahs.. =p on the train back i was also luffing.. cos i was imitating my section mates facial expression when he is playing. i cudnt show.. cos i was luffing too hard i cudnt keep a straight face. haha. nvm. i feel so bad. like im insulting my section mate. ok. im sorry.... but yeah.. i realised each of us has weird expressions when playing.. including me.. hahas... interesting... =)
great. tmr got presentation for pbl. hafta write out speech later.. haiz.. sianz.. oh and theres amazing race final episode tonite!! i dun mind if rob n amber dun win. hahas. =p tataz~!
*waves*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:34 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

another quite slack dae.. hahas... my class got approved to go for cheer support for the table tennis match.. so basically i onli went to sch for pe.. hahas.. and 2 lectures... and civics.. thats all... hahas.. =p pe was so tiring. im so aching right now. esp my arms.. owww. gym isnt realli my cup of tea. =p aniwaes.. so went down to toa payoh to watch the tt match.. quite interesting.. aj won! yan han damn zai lar... he totally won the last deciding set! he won the 3 sets straight! gdness. *cheers* so now aj is third.. congrats! =) throat abit sore now.. hahas... and oh yes.. saw chermaine! its like the first time i saw her play.. back then in cedar we nv got to see the table tennis pple playing.. much less her.. haha.. quite fun to watch.. hahas.. met up wif serena for awhile too... =) i tink aj sc cannot make it lar. chris alone can cover all of them le. gdness. that shows how lousy they are. bleahs!




:: i want us to be frens again.. but i dunno how to get it going.. is everything juz gonna end like this? maybe its abit too late n it will be awkward too. i understand that ::

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @8:52 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005

haha.. for once i love mondae... =) todae was quite slack.. econs teacher din come.. pushed chem forwards to lunch period.. so i ended sch at 1.35pm todae!! wheeheees.. shuang~! =) went bei2 dian3 the shui3 jing1 yu4 to eat lunch.. hahas... okok... translation.... the crystal jade at northpoint... hahas.. =p first time eating crystal jade.. not bad.. quite nice.. and the xiao long bao is filled not with soup but fats. hahas. lalalalaz...




~one final conclusion : i met the right person at the wrong time~
-case closed-

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @8:30 PM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

was like a walking zombie in sch yesterdae.. so tired. ed thot i was sick. oh wells. hmm thot cud go out after sch. and guess wad. it started pouring like mad. haiz. juz when itz a beautiful fridae when i dun hafta stay back for anithing.. no chem remedial.. no econs make up.. no cca.. and it rains?! gdness. sadz. so in the end stayed in sch for lunch n waited for the rain to stop. stupid. spoilt my dae. we even had plans to go thai express for lunch. haiz. then before leaving sch shiyin n me wanted to go for retail therapy. turns out we both wanted to buy similar stuffs! so exciting! hahas.. but then.. eileen n ruina reminded us abt the gss thats coming. yes. that shall be included in our one fine daes! yays!! oh and our mango desserts how?? i wanna eat.... =) so in the end shiyin n me walked ard in toa payoh.. looked at quite a few earrings.. and i bought a pair of pink studs. shiyin din see any that she liked. nvm.. girl! we shall go on another retail therapy seesion soon! *grinz* i felt happier walking ard.. juz crapping my heart out.. oh and i told her im over it. i realli am. though the end result is turning into mild hate.. but hey.. who cares? outta my life manz.
then went to buy bread from crystal jade cakery. saw many kinds i felt like buying.. but nvm.. can go again next time.. hahas.. bought the po lo bbq pork bread for my parents to try.. chose a bread specially for my bro too.. im so nice.. hahas... =p the ham n cheese salad bread i bought for myself was nice.. yummz.... =) ok... food n retail therapy does wonders to me. =)
on the wae back to the mrt station.. saw the live telecast of Dr. wee kim wee's funeral.. heard the dead march.. almost teared.. its so sad.. then watched the whole funeral when i reached home.. cried when i heard Dr. wee's granddaughter's eulogy.. it was so touching.. haiz.. more or less continued tearing during the rest of the telecast.. everything was juz so sad.... =''( i guess everyone's journey in life has got to come to an end one dae.. no matter how great u r... life does end. wads impt is that u haf lived ur life to the full... and how u want pple to remember u by.................

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @1:57 PM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

haha this is quite cute!! =) enjoy reading.... =p


Message: if u love him...wat will u do???
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Set him free...
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If he doesn't, it was never meant to be....

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-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:40 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

went aunts place todae... finally met up wif my cousin again... haha.. dun see her for quite long already.. since cny i tink? yeah.... aniwaes... had quite a fun dae.. kept luffing... she and her many stories.. hahas... she and her crooked mind!! wahahahas... =p so was pretty happy todae... yeah... =) oh and i must make a big note outta this....
hey hey hey people!!! i haf a tagboard!! and its on the right side of my blog!! if u cant see it right now then u probably hafta scroll to the right to see it!!!
yeah... my cous didnt noe i had a tag board... or rather she din noe can scroll to the right... ahhahas... and i guess quite a few others also wun noe? so here. im making it clear. its on the right hand side!!!!! yes. *grinz*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:28 PM

guitar syf was on thursdae... went down to sch wif the syf pple.. toked abt interesting tings on the wae there wif yy n wt.. ok wt was mostly slping.... hahas.. =p luffed alot that dae again..
in the end aj guitar got a silver.. we were cramped in the tiny toilet listening to the results... i tink we expected something better... cos i realli tink we played great... tj werent all that good.. nj sounded n looked better.... yet they got onli gold? they looked as if they were realli enjoying the music! haiz. syf judging is flawed. bias-ness? wadever. me yy n wt were studying other sch's costumes and taking reference from them. hahas. we gg costume shopping on wed.. yays. oh and there was harp syf too.. they realli looked like angels from heaven.. quite nice n soothing to hear... =)
saw this on my frens msn nick... " gold wif honours... silver wif pride.... bronze wif dignity" this sounds nice dun u tink. a good form of encouragement. =)


~ i still feel heavy hearted. dun ask me y. i still feel my life sucks to the core. hate myself.~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @12:19 AM