Thursday, June 30, 2005

went town todae... watched war of the worlds!! cool show... but quite stressful.. hahas... and i jumped... ruina jumped alot!! hahahahs... =p i like the light that shone from the aliens.. that rainbow light... even though that light killed many many people.. it just dissolved them leaving their clothes to flutter back onto the ground.. oopz. hmm anw.. there was this scene where they showed many of that tripod aliens behind the hilltop.. ruina n me agreed that scene was quite nice... hahahas... i recommend u guys to watch war of the worlds!! veri exciting!! =) *grinz*
oh and the whole cinema was like filled wif lotsa vj pple.. hahahas... i tink they go there by classes or something... hahas...
hmm then walked ard shopping after that... tried on this realli nice ebase denim skirt... i like it... the design was quite unique...but... i wanted a bigger size.. dun haf le.. so sad.. nvm.. shall go find it at other ebase outlets! yayy! oh and saw millions of jc pple all over town todae... everyone was there.. saw many many familiar faces... hahas..
quite tired now... *yawnz*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @9:39 PM

yayys.... finally changed my blogskin! hahahs... i actually went thru TWO skins!! this is like my second one.. hahas.. the first one i chose was quite nice... i loved the backgrd! BUT. after i finished editing the ENTIRE thing.. the words all cudnt be seen at all?! onli the backgrd and the music was there. gdness. wasted so much of my time!! arghs.. and this one... also got some glitches... but heyy at least now its up n running!! hahahhaas.... *happie* phews. hahas... anw.. juz a note... my tag board is under the "about mi" link. hahas... wasnt able to create a new section.. so i juz slotted my tag board under my "about mi" section.. yups... =) yayys... finally all done.. can go slp le.. hahas.. hope i dun be late tmr... watching war of the worlds!! and maybe throw in some shopping after that!! yayys! hahahas.. tataz...~ *waves*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @1:16 AM

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

hahas... finally everythings over.. chem was todae.. so left econs mcq on next tues... hahas.. hmm.. oh but yay.. no sch till next tues!! 5 full daes worth of hols! hahas.. quite shuang~ =)
but im having a splitting headache n aching shoulders.. argh.. alwaes like that one.. esp after doing exams for too long in air-con places.. ha. old already.. =p
oh and i tink making blogskins quite fun!! i tink i will try it.. sometime.. hahas.. =)
all the best to those taking physics tmr!! jia you!! last paper le! *smilez*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:20 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005

whoa.. gp is over.. tmr econs n maths.. *sigh* shud be studying now... but y am i online? blogging somemore.. hahahas.. 2 more daes.. 3 more subs.. then thurs free! yayys.. we were already discussing wad to do on thurs liao.. hahahas.. =p bleahs. okok... back to the notes. *waves*

hmm saw doggies entry.. true.. i miss the past.. everything was much simpler and happier then.. ha i miss the sea of blue too!! gdness i even miss my classroom! -nostalgia-

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @3:39 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005

hmm went han's for dinner.. their pasta... yucks.. veri er xin.. ordered the carbonara with grilled ham.. haiz.. the ham was wae tooooo salty... yucks... and the pasta was damn dry.. yucks again.. overall.. dun try that dish. the grilled fish my parents had looked pathetic too.. hmmm.. i thot han's food was all along quite nice de.... guess i was wrong... oh wellz... walked ard after dinner buying stuffs.. hahas.. made myself happie by buying markers n pens... finally got the aqualip pen! was drawing on the corner of my table when i got home... hahas.. =p tinking of decorating my hp too.... lalalaz.. silly me.. so easily contented buying stationery... hahas.. simple life... simple pleasures! *grinz*


~ a teardrop in the rain.. no one sees me.. no one noes... ~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @2:05 AM

Thursday, June 23, 2005

hahas.. baked huat kuehs todae.. hahahs.. im like in a baking craze these 2 daes? yesterdae muffins.. todae huat kuehs.... hahas... =p and they looked so nice!! i dunno y but the moment i saw the ready ones i juz had to take pics!! hahas.. crazy me.. but realli lar... to me.. they looked quite perfect!! =) haha i tink im over bored or something.. as i was happily taking fotos my mum looked at me like i was nuts. wahahhaz... yups.. so the fotos will be below.. hahas.. and they taste not bad.. smell like honey... hahas.. *grinz*









hmm.. then i saw my lobster soft toy.. which i used back in lower sec for my art assignment.. which was also included for the end year art exam or something.. we had to draw the subjects we picked in 3d.. as in.. draw until like.. half of it was in a drawing on the paper itself and half of it jumping out of the drawing on the paper.... hahas.. nvm it sounds confusing.. hard to describe it like that lar.. i juz tink that lobster is veri cute.. hahas.. die lar.. im in foto taking craze todae.. bleahs =p fotos below.. hahas... *smilez*









yayys!! hahahs... okies.. tata! *waves*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:48 PM

hmm baked banana nut muffins yesterdae.. it was nicer wif the walnuts at the top.. yummy!! hahas... =) i kinda love baking.. so satisfying... got sense of accomplishment! *grinz*
oh yeah.. and last night dad said the PSI was like 70 plus? quite high le.. the haze was so bad yesterdae.. then my brother n i were like.. can it go higher? 100 plus would be nice.. preferably to the dangerous haze level... then mondae no need to go back to sch... hahas.. childish thots.. but... can it please please happen?? pretty please wif a cherry on top?? =)
aiya. but i dun see haze todae. ok... forget it.

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @3:22 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

hehs.. i suddenly find this song veri nice after hearing jj lin sing this on zhong yi da ge da.. hahas.. i tink the lyrics veri nice too.. kinda sad to me though.. i downloaded the movie version.. and the singing is the pavarotti kind.. hahas.. kinda raises quite a lot of goosebumps.. but still... its veri nice.. quite enjoyable.. =)

:: think of me::
-phantom of the opera-

think of me
think of me fondly
when we've said goodbye
remember me
once in a while
please promise me
you'll try
when you findthat
once again
you long to take your heart back
and be free
we never said
our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me
think of all the things
we've shared and seen
don't think about the things
which might have been
think of me
think of me waking
silent and resigned
Imagine me
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind
recall those days
look back on all those times
think of the things
we'll never do
there will never be a day
when I won't think of you
if you ever find a moment
spare a thought for me
We never said
our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea
but please promise me
that sometimes
you will think of me

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:36 PM

Sunday, June 19, 2005

hmm left one more week onli... die. still got so much to go thru. mountains. oh wellz.. jia you bahs! *waves pompoms!* =) anyone wanna go library?? hahas.. must drag me to study k! =)
tataz~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @10:38 PM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

hehs.. went sentosa wif family todae... drove in there.. and drove one round.. hahas.. that place is mostly like a ghost town.. to me. everyone else was congested at the beaches.. esp the youngsters! hahas.. took the cinemania rides.. i tink i sit too many times le.. no feeling anymore.. hahas.. =p though my dads head kept blocking my view.. cos he was sitting infront of me.. hahas.. had to keep leaning to one side. hehs. and yes. everywhere was SO HOT!! i was sweating like a pig. bleahs. the sun was merciless. =p hmm.. also took a walk along palawan beach.. so hot! and SO many people! gdness. climbed up the pavilion tingy at the southern most point of the asian continent. there got the most wind! hahas.. =) oh yes.. we were on the shaky bridge when my dad was saeing wad if some people juz spit down into the sea from the bridge and the spit piaks onto someone hu was coincidentally swimming below.. and i tink one guy hu was swimming near the bridge heard it.. cos he was luffing. dots. hahas. hmm so its actually not that worth it gg sentosa now.. no new attractions.. and the remaining attractions r like so damn ex.. and the onli place brimming wif life is the beach. hahas. gd place to enjoy the sun the sand and the sea.. and also people-watch! hahas...=p
then went shopping at harbourfront. so long nv go there le... and i finally bought my tote bag!!! hahahahahas.. and a watch!!! hahahahas... lalalaz.. tote bag!! =) *grinz* FINALLY!!! wheee~ hehes.. i sound so excited. =p but yeah. finally bought a tote bag that doesnt auntify me. at least..... i dun tink so. hahas.. yayys. =)
oh yes! and i saw allan wu at the sentosa costa sands resort!! hahas..

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @10:12 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

went out wif the gang yesterdae.. thought the 5 of us cud finally meet up together for once.. but one of us cudnt make it.. oh wellz.. another time then.. hmm.. so it was just the usual 4 of us yesterdae! =) missed them loads!! went nydc for lunch again.. and their mushroom soup is veri nice!! *slurps* hehs.. but was so full.. didnt even finish my pasta... aniwaes.. toked abt lotsa things there over lunch... from sch work to gossip to sch stuffs n everything.. hahas.. attempted taking pictures there.. but dunno y.. we all just looked weird.. hahahas.. even though we felt the environment at the wheelock nydc was realli nice for taking pics... =p hmm gave chermaine her present! glad she liked it! hahas.. *smilez* then our next aim was to find amy her bdae present.. a handbag!! hahas... but first.. went shopping ard... went french connection... chermaine bought a top.. it was veri her... hahas.. even though serena n i still tink the pink one suited her better.. bleahs. hahas. =p hmm then went topshop... surfbabe... taka.. isetan.. mango... many many shops.. but just cudnt find any handbags that amy liked... even though it was damn farnie seeing serena trying on the various handbags... hahahaz.. she said must act demure when carrying these kinda bags... "must look pretty u see.." hahahs...so her actions n expressions were damn farnie! wanted to take pics of her doing that.. hahas.. but in the end didnt.. its was hilarious! =p oh yes! and serena introduced us to jennifer lopez's new perfume called 'glow'!! i love it!! veri nice fragrance!! =) then yayys when we stepped into GUESS.. amy finally saw a bag that she liked!! even though there were nice ones in mango.. like the colourful one... but they were realli common.. and the dragonfly one was wae too ex.. hahas.. even though all the bags we tried looked realli realli nice on amy.. she is realli suited to carrying that kind of long and flat kinda hangbags.. she looks so nice wif the bag slung on her shoulder!! =) and so we bought that denim one for her! realli realli nice one!! so happy... haha sista! so happy we cud find something for u!! unlike last year when we walked ard n u went home wifout a present... yups! so...we achieved all our aims for the dae!! hehes.. *grinz* haiya.. but still cudnt find any nice tote bags for me.. hahas.. nvm.. i shall continue searching!! ganbatte!! yayys! wah by then i was so tired.. i tink we all were... i mean we had walked like all over the place lar.. from wheelock to taka to wisma and then back to taka again.. and then to lido.. hahas.. luckily we din walk to tangs.. haha... then we went over to that mango desserts place!! mmmm.... the mango ice cream tasted better this time round!! although it was still so frozen and as hard as a rock! hahas.. then we took fotos at the lobby there.. we looked like a bunch of tourists! pple hu walked past kept staring!! wahahhahz... oopz. =p hmm then chermaine had to go le.. serena also.. wanted to continue walking ard wif amy still while i waited for pongz to msg.. cos we didnt need to go yet.. then got a msg from pongz... so went bishan for my ice cream!! (again!) hahas... tt was my second ice cream for the dae!! my whole dae was like filled wif eating lar! hahas.. besides all the shopping n walking!! hmm when i reached bishan i was suddenly so seh diao liaos.. dunno y.. haha suddenly so dead tired.. oh ya.. went into muji b4 cos i wanted to buy the refill for my peach coloured pen.. but they dun haf refill for that colour!! *sobz* haiz. they shud haf refills for every colour pen that they haf mahs... isnt it onli right to do that?? hmpf. yups. wanted to try swensens new yoghurt thingy.. but i forgot.. din rmr abt it until pongz picked up the menu for it. by then i had already kinda finished my ice cream le. dots. hahas. so tired. my brain wasnt functioning. lalalaz~ oh but anw pongz is now my official ice cream buddy! =) hahas.. then went home le.. so bloated lar! cudnt eat a thing for dinner! onli stuffed a few spoonfuls of rice down my throat.. hahas.. see wad so many desserts can do to u.... hahahaz! super bloated-ness!!! =p oh yar... and i actually forgot to go popular to buy pens n go espirit to take a look at their tote bags!! arghs. so tired i actually forgot! oopz. oh wellz. another dae bahs.
aiyo im so lor sor.... typed so much crap.. oopz. i am a naggy aunty. =p tata!~ *waves*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @3:19 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

went out wif moi sista amy todae! haha quite long nv meet le.. planning to meet the rest of the gang next week to shun bian celebrate sista's bdae too.. hahas.. so todae met her for lunch in town.. went nydc... hahas... we ate there so long.. toked n toked.. oh and there was this woman beside us hu ordered this HUGE bowl of salad...and i mean realli ENORMOUS. gdness how can she finish it.. i will be like sian diao halfwae lar.. hahas... anw one of our aims todae was to buy chermaine's bdae present.. gdness... so hard to find.. cos like so many things dun suit chermaine at all.... gal if u r reading this.. we walked ard for like 3 plus hours looking high and low for something for u ok! hahas... we r so xi4 xin1 rite? =p went far east... went mango.. went zara.. went espirit.... cudnt find anything nice. but we each bought earringsand exchanged one side! HUGE stud kind.. haha... =) along the wae on the street we did this survey abt organic agriculture stuff.. dots.. hahas.. then went topshop n finally found something nice for her.. hehes.. =) we were so relieved. phews. wasnt in a shopping modd todae.. so din bother to look ard the shop for any nice clothes..hmm oh! saw sinli at wisma too! *waves* hahas.. by then it was already like 4 plus 5? one of our other aims todae was to sit down and study.. but guess it was too late to get any real work done too... SO. we went shopping somemore!! hahas.. i still wanted to find my shoulder bag.. so sista helped me look too.. saw a quite nice one at this shop.. cant realli rmr the name though... the shop name got the words 'project' and 'blood' one.. hahas.. wadever... but as usual i looked aunty. haiz. so we continued. walked over to heeren.. and i saw monkae again!! haha so qiao! saw her on wed.. and saw her todae again!! dun stalk me monkae!! haha... =p hmm went 37 degrees... saw another 2 quite nice shoulder bags... nice maroon colour too... tried one on.. it looked fine but amy said it looked kinda small.. and i din tink the price was worth it too anw... bleahs... hmm... by then i guess we were both tired le... so shall kiv this shoulder bag hunting trip for nxt week when we all meet.. =p yayys! and on 2nd thots i tink the pink or orange tote from espirit looks fine... that shall be one of my choices.. hehs... had a wonderful time todae.. =) okies..... tataz~ *waves*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:26 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

BORING...
SIANZ...
HAHA...
testing testing... hehes... lalalaz... juz hafin fun wif the colours.. juz realised this is how to change font colour!! hahas.. am i sua gu or stupid. wahahahz... =p wellz guess my future entries will haf colour in them! yayys!! oh gdness. this is how bored i am todae.. hahas... lalalalaz...

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @3:19 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

:: charlotte bronte -- parting ::

**

there's no use in weeping
though we are condemned to part
there's such a thing as keeping
a remembrance in one's heart

there's such a thing as dwelling
on the thought ourselves have nursed
and with scorn and courage telling
the world to do its worst

we'll not let its follies grieve us
we'll just take them as they come
and then every day will leave us
a merry laugh for home

when we've left each friend and brother
when we're parted wide and far
we will think of one another
as even better than we are

every glorious sight above us
every pleasant sight beneath
we'll connect with those that love us
whom we truly love till death

in the evening, when we're sitting
by the fire perchance alone
then shall heart with warm heart meeting
give responsive tone for tone

we can burst the bonds which chain us
which cold human hands have wrought
and where none shall dare restrain us
we can meet again, in thought

so there's no use in weeping
bear a cheerful spirit still
never doubt that Fate is keeping
future good for present ill

**


~saw this poem... thought it was nice and quite meaningful... enjoy..~

...dun tink so much... realli. juz stop it. u said u already forgot. so please just let it go. keep ur words....
...oh i shud juz lock myself up at home... in my room... hiding under my blanket... u see and tink abt things when ur out...

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @3:58 PM

heyheys.. hmm went down to chesire for the final time... the next time shud be at the end of the year.. went to do abit then totalled up our hours.. =) not bad.. fulfiled my cip requirements le bah.. hahas... *smilez* hmm then zainal called me.. quite surprised.. then i realised we forgot to go find him while we were there.. i felt bad.. then promised him i will go find him the enxt time i go down to the home... yups.. then went for lunch at j8.. dunno y.. was quite hungry at the home... then by the time we reached j8 i wasnt hungry le.. then ended up forcing kfc down my throat. hahas. but had ice cream after that!! i love swensen's yam flavour!! =D theirs is quite different from all the yam flavours from outside.. =) oh saw monkae at j8 there too! hahas.. so qiao! heyheys!! =)
hmm then actually planned to go study after that.. already planned wad to do and finish n everything.. but then.. decided not to go le... yups.. so now im at home.. typing this.. hahas... yeah.. shall go get someting done after this.. tataz~ =) *waves*

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @3:46 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

hehs now my hair looks the same as alwaes.. bleahs.. too lazy to try waxing it.. =p
raining now.. finally... i love the rain =)

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:53 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005

i love this song.. veri nice.. the mtv looks good too.. =)

::almost here:: by delta goodrem & brian mcfadden

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind
i'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:27 PM

hehs... juz went to cut hair and shun bian change hairstyle... haha.. i tink i look fine.. =p though one side of my fringe is practically gone.. hahas.. nvm..
hmm one week of the hols has gone... and i hafen started anything!!! oh no... haiz. i noe i better start mugging soon.. but juz cant bring myself to do it.. bleahz.. =p
tata~!

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @5:39 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005

juz came back from the park wif my brother. walked a few rounds round the park. shall call it my evening walk. hahas.. enjoyed chatting wif my bro along the wae too.. hahas.. then we sat on the swing! yay! so long nv swing le.. hahs...=) feel like such a kid all over again.. felt so happy swinging higher n higher.. so liberated.. staring at the blue sky beneath the leaves as i got nearer n nearer to it... *smilez*
hmm but then there was this stupid china kid. he juz walked up to my bro hu was still swinging and said ' i want to play'.. and he expected my bro to get off the swing for him. gdness. wad arrogance. hmpf.
oh but anw.. enjoyed my evening walk n swing.. thnx bro for suggesting it.. =)

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @6:49 PM

hmm dwelling in the past will nv help..
clouding ur mind wif all the 'what-ifs' will just confuse u further..
so just move on..
jia yous..
and dun be so sad n negative animore...
but...
i juz feel so empty and lost inside...
yet...
i thank u from the bottom of my heart...
cos now i noe...
i wun repeat the same mistakes again...

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @1:46 PM

here are the characters from madagascar!! hahas.. =p hmm cudnt find pic of mort though.. hes the baby one wif the huge eyes n super bushy tail... hahas... =)

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @1:36 PM

Thursday, June 02, 2005

juz came back from shopping wif my mum.. got a monroe skirt wif a ribbon at the waist.. quite nice.. i love monroe clothes!! =) hahas.. i still like the conventional skirts.. flare skirts r juz not for me. =p got a pair of swarovski crystal earrings too! nice! hahas... =)
then on the train home.. there was this huge moth that kept flying around.. almost screamed out loud when it landed on my leg. was practically trashing my legs abt getting it off. arghs!! yucks!! spent the train journey home fretting abt the moth n keeping my eyes on the moth. arghs. it stuck itself onto this guys trouser leg. he was opposite me n my mum. and we spent the whole journey staring at the moth and saeing "that man better not move." hahahs.. *shudders* in the end the man got off at amk too.. and me n my mum exited by another door. haha last we saw the moth had flown off his trouser leg. gdness. nice train journey home i had. mum said maybe the moth wanted air-con. dots. hahas. =S

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @5:17 PM

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

had sizzlers wif family for lunch again... damn full... thot cud walk ard to shop for a while... but in the end didnt.. oh wells... im still bent on buying stuff even though i dun tink the sales r nice.. hahas.. self-denial.. yeah wadever~ so.. eileen!! when r we going again?! =p
oh and i juz got a deep gash on my right big toe. thnx to the corner of the main door. so damn pain lor. shudnt haf been so kpo to wanna close the gate. haiz. the gash kept on bleeding. ouch. now it still hurts. im juz so damn clumsy sometimes i juz cant stand it. arghs. i alwaes seem to haf injuries. juz when my blister on my left foot juz healed i had to get this gash on my right foot. arghs!! its still bleeding. ouch. hope no more injuries after this. i shall not go near the door animore.. and i will walk carefully from now on too... yes.
nitez~

-[ leFt al0ne... ]- @11:09 PM