i kinda hate my life right now.. haiz. im once again in a melancholic mood. dunno y. juz feel quite down.. my heart feels heavy. and my palms haf been more sweaty than usual as of late.. y? stress? perhaps subconciously bah.. ok maybe now i do feel stressed.. times running out.. guess we all hafta jia you... sometimes i juz feel like crouching down into a corner n cry my eyes out. but no. i will be strong. yes. the other dae i was waving to weiting along the corridor.. and she was like.. " r u alwaes so happy?" tts a veri good question. am i? i tink many pple hu noe me will ans yes.. cos i seem to be alwaes smiling n luffing my head off.. im the happy one. but deep down i guess im not? oh wellz. i used to be. inside out. but not as i grew older. i feel like i haf aged. i dare not sae i have matured but i haf definitely aged. i bottle up alot of things. i tink i might juz burst one dae. but hu will care. im juz another person fighting for oxygen on this earth.
aniwaes.. heard abt one of my good frens... hope u r ok gal... u still haf us! :) and i realli miss u guys once again... meet up soon yeah?
tmrs guitar syf.. aj's first time taking part.. they sounded great during pract juz now.. so all the best for tmr! jia you! and im gg to watch. so i get to miss the stupid sports dae. hehs. =)